Ok so I have made blogs before talking about this subject. I am now 28 soon to be 29. I am a butch lesbian...well was, this is where the complication comes in. I began doing drag as a male performer. I grew to like the attention I was getting as a male. Lots of women became accessible very easily. I apparently make a good looking man. Crazy what some makeup can do and change. I began to evaluate a lot about my life and growing up.I never quite felt like a girly girl...never had the urge to wear makeup or dresses.I've always felt like a boy trapped in a girl body. I was finally liberated enough that I realized what changes I need to make to be happy. I realized that I am transgender. I have started taking testosterone to make changes. I still catch myself with the curiosity to at least try being with a guy at least once. But what guy would want a transgender male...basically a guy with a vagina??? Ugh