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Blog entry #17 - I wonder....

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By veryshyguy [Ignore] at 08,Jan,17 13:06   Pageviews: 51

I sometimes wonder what kind of sex life I would have had if I wasn't so fucked up. As far back as I can remember I was always a very shy and introverted guy.

I read some of the blog entries of the folks on here and I am amazed at some of the great and extensive variety of sexual experiences many people have and are still having!!!

My sexual history is pathetic. I have many sexual fantasies and desires but I never have nor will be able to fulfill them.

The reality is I've never been bold enough with the women I was with to ask if they would do "sexual" things with me. I always feared the hearing the word "No". And I've always wondered if I did ask and they maybe said "Yes" would I be able to do the "sexual" things. Would the woman be patient enough or would she just find out how sexually inept and awkward in bed I really was. It scared the hell out of me to think of that.

I'll never be anything much more than what I am, and old disgusting perv.

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By licksipsuckit [Ignore] at 09,Jan,17 00:25
no you wont, you can always pay for an adventure, go get a massage with a happy ending, or buy a fantasy room for a night...you shouldn't wonder 'what if', you should take the plunge and if you can afford it, you should try some of the things you've wondered about *lix*
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By veryshyguy [Ignore] at 09,Jan,17 10:25
By bella! [Ignore] at 09,Jan,17 23:29
Well, of course it is possible to pay for ANTHING in life, but is that really what you want?

I can only hope that sometime you will be able to step outside your comfort zone and try to connect with someone that is more than a "paid adventure" and enjoy true intimacy with someone that finds you exciting.....unless of course, you're just looking for a romp rather than an emotional and physical connection. You are WORTHY of that type of relationship and you owe that to yourself! Believe that!
By veryshyguy [Ignore] at 11,Jan,17 20:51
You have no idea how hard it is to step outside my comfort zone. Mostly because I've become very, very comfortable where I am.
By veryshyguy [Ignore] at 11,Jan,17 20:53
I find it hard to "believe" anymore.


By kebmo [Ignore] at 10,Jan,17 05:27
If you don't ask the answer is always no.
This is true with sex, a raise, a job or a deal on a new car.
Don't start by asking for a blow job, start by asking if she wants to have a coffee with you. Baby steps.
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By veryshyguy [Ignore] at 11,Jan,17 20:49
Yes, it is true if you don't ask. But there were times when I did ask, and the answer was no more times than yes. Such is life. I've had and heard "No" so many times I am tired of even asking. I never even get the baby steps...


By Trucker [Ignore] at 09,Jan,17 18:22
Being on here is a good starting point. We can see and read about other peoples sexual stuff. We are all about the same and all want to have sex.
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By Billy4995 [Ignore] at 09,Jan,17 14:24
"no" is a very powerful word and it can carry shame or other emotions with it. how you react to no or another response is your choice. If you assume that the person responding isn't responding (yes or no) to hurt you, it may take some of the sting away. I, too, haven't had full intercourse with my wife more than 4 or 5 time in the last several years. I play by myself - check my pics. I wish we were more intimate, but I get enjoyment out of playing by myself, too. We're all "fucked up" in our own ways; if we can let go of the negative emotions and just enjoy our play, there is fun to be had!
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