I was bi-curious for 40+ years. I had always known I was attracted to dicks and I always KNEW that someday, I'd suck on em but for the longest time, I just never could get the up the nerve OR find the opportunity if you will.

The internet changed all of that.

As well ALL know, the internet makes ALL things sexual EASY, especially meeting people... I created an account on one of the sites that caters to men, got active on it and before too long I struck up an online friendship with a local guy.

He and I hit it off quite nicely. He was single, gay and lived alone. We chatted quite a bit and during those chats I shared with him my curiosity and desires. I told him that I'd never been with another guy and that I was a bit hesitant and yes, afraid if you will. Thrilled also at the prospect, but still I had quite a bit of trepidation as well..

He understood and was VERY kind and patient with me. It was obvious to me at least that he had quite a bit of experience and that he put no pressure on me what so ever..

We discussed everything, openly and honestly and traded pics of each other including the obligatory dick pics. I can't TELL you how turned on I was at the possibility of actually sucking on that lovely dick of his! I would look at his dick for huge amounts of time during the day, dreaming about what it would be like to have my mouth wrapped around it.

Finally, one afternoon and I remember it well, I messaged him and said it's TIME... He asked if I was sure and I said YES! We setup a 'date' for the weekend.. I think it was for a Saturday afternoon if memory serves me and he sent me his address.

The day finally arrived and I was a MESS. I was SO nervous I could hardly drive but I did. He lived all the way on the other side of town so I had a LONG drive and plenty of time to THINK about what I was about to do.

That was both GOOD and bad.. I remember the butterfly's I had in my stomach, which kept growing and growing the closer I got to his house..

I also remember telling myself that I could turn around and forget about it this anytime, but I didn't... I pulled into his driveway and shutoff my car.

I finally got out and walked up to the front door and rang the bell. It was like a dream. I was SO nervous. Part of me STILL wanted to just turn around and run while the other part, the part that had been SO curious for so long stayed in control and kept me there.

He answered the door with a huge smile on his face wearing only a towel wrapped around his waist...

I was welcomed in and the door shut behind me... I was alone in a mans house who was wearing nothing but a towel with the express purpose of sucking his DICK!

OMG IT WAS HAPPENING!! It felt like a DREAM!

He was just as nice in person as he had been online. He could see I was nervous as he ushered me back to his bedroom, talking to me about how happy he was to see me, how much fun we where going to have, how much I didn't have to worry...... I barely heard a word, my heart was pounding SO hard....

He had a huge bed and a lot of other 'stuff' in his bedroom including a huge TV and a LOT of porn videos. He told me to make myself comfortable and popped a tape into the VCR (Yes it was THAT LONG AGO my friends) and started up an all guy sex vid...

I sheepishly sat on the bed, my eyes fixated on the vid watching the guys going at it... Dicks and asses everywhere... Slurping, sucking, fucking you name it...

If he was trying to put me in the mood or give me some ideas.... well it only REALLY served to scare the crap out of me.....

Finally, he climbed onto the bed, laid back and said something about the video. I don't remember what. THEN he pulled off his towel!

There it WAS! His rather large cock.. Just laying there flaccid, just a mere two feet or so away from me...

I looked at it, stared at it actually, then looked at him. He was smiling... He said something like, do you like what you see? I don't remember saying anything in response...

He told me to come over and touch it...

Slowly I moved over next to him, reached over and for the first time in my life, I actually TOUCHED another mans COCK! Tentatively at first then a bit more as I wrapped my hand around it, feeling it's softness and warmth.

I was mesmerized.

Slowly I started to stroke it as I felt him start to get hard in my hand.. The thought struck me that it felt JUST LIKE MY DICK! Imagine that! LOL

I continued to stroke his cock as he got harder, the head growing in girth, looking more and more inviting.. I squeezed him a bit and he groaned ever so lightly. He LIKED it!! He spread his legs a bit more and I reached down and felt his balls a bit and surprise, they felt just like MINE!!

This ALL was very familiar territory but at the same time, so different so strange!!

His large dick was fully erect now, I could feel him throbbing in my hand.. I stroked him with long, slow strokes, relishing each one but really, I was stalling...

It was time, the ULTIMATE moment was at hand. I could stall no longer, I would WAIT no longer, I HAD to know, I had to find out what my OWN curiosity was all about, what decades of fantasizing and dreaming was for...

I lowered my head down and wrapped my lips around the head of that dick for the very first time!