I didn't really have anything in mind, but when I saw this girl, I knew it would have to happen. My roommate, after my wife left, was a younger guy. I knew he and his former wife had fucked around so I was sure we'd get along. He was in his early twenties, but with a yen for girls that were too young for him. I was in my mid 30's, so it was breathtaking to have these really young ladies constantly around. There were drugs happening, and although I was careful never to be the one to provide them when the girls were there, I definitely got to see and hear some pretty incredible stuff. One night, they were doing an acid party. I had separately arranged for my own supply but they were internally unaware that I'd done some. Over the course of the night, a lot of innocent partying was done, and at one point when they wanted to watch a movie, I moved my VCR out to the living room to the bigger TV. We watched a movie, and after a few doobies had made the rounds, people started talking about going home. My roommate had a major hard-on for one of the girls. You was unusually pretty with a slim body, coltish legs, and fairly large upturned breasts. She generally had heavy goth makeup on, but nothing could hide the fact that this was an unusually pretty girl, with a soft, friendly, and sultry voice, and a personality to match. I knew that my roommate would eventally be the one to win her, but I loved her from afar, and often jerked off to the thought of her. On this particular night, when we were all still very much tripping on the acid, the party dwondled to nothing, and eventually it was me, my roommate, and this young lady, Clover. She and my roommste disappeared into his bedroom, and almost immediately, I could hear their lovemaking. I enjoyed it vicariously and began stroking my cock. I was still in the livingroom, but by now had a great porn tape in the VCR, and began stroking my cock while I listened to Kevin and Clover having a great time. From the sounds, I was fairly sure he was licking her cunt. It was some of the hottiest, sexiest time I'd ever spent. I laid naked on the couch and slowly jerked myself off, thrilling at the idea that if somebody came out of that room, there was no way to cover up. My cock was at it's biggest when I heard them start to fuck. The sound of her cry out when his cock slid inside her made my glans throb. It was over faster than I had hoped. I heard someone get out of bed, and then the bedroom door quietly creaked open. I kept stroking myself, not knowing right away who it was. I'm not sure exactly when I realized it was her, but that realization thrilled me. I'd always wanted to show this beautiful girl my cock, and now she was getting to see it at it's finest. I could feel myself starting to squeeze out precum, and I sensuously used the tip of one finger to smear it all over my glans. I was thrilled that she was looking at my cock. I just let it be for a moment, letting it jump and throb, and get juicier and juicier. When I finally started to touch it, knowing acutely that I had an audience, I didn't rush it....I just teased myself and showed her how to make love to my glans. I spent a long time making my cock feel special while she watched, and stretched it out as long as I could. I could faintly hear her shaky intake of breath and how fast she was breathing. I was sure she was doing something....maybe fingering her clit, as she watched me handle my cock.. She was in semi-darkness and my body was highlighted in the lighht from the TV. I hadn't even watched the porn on TV because I was so wrapped up in her quiet panting and the faint slick sounds that let me know she was fingering her cunt while she watched me. I did everything I could do. I don't have a huge cock, but I can take myseld in hand, right down to the sloppy part of my sack, and leave enough room for my qhiole hand, including my thumb, on the bottom side of my cock. There was something ssssspecial about that, and I jerked my cock with both hands, and thought about her fingers in her cunt while she watched me. When I finally sensed that I was close to coming, I took my hands away, so she could see that biggest throb when I started to ejaculate. I was in the habit of having five or six contractions, but this time I felt twelve....maybe thirteen .....contractions that released creamy semen. I let it lay there on my belly for a moment, and then used two fingers to pick up a big creamy blob that I slowly and deliberately licked and savoured. She was there for at least another two or three minutes and I think, from the sounds, that she finished not long after I did. When she got up, she made no attempt tp be quiet, and she turned on the bathroom light long enough for me to get a long look at her before she went into the bathroom. She didn't completely close the door, and I heard her pee. When she came out of the bathroom she left the light on, and I saw her beautiful cunt and saw her glance into the darkened living room at my cock, which was still hard. I loved that incident, and it served to make my jerkoffs incredibly satisfying and I knew I wanted to show her my cock again.