When I saw my first , which was when I was nearly 18 , it was much bigger and more ugly than I imagined ( though I later realised it was small to average ! ) . I had fantasised over something more akin to a cigar tube than the knotty reality of my first cock. But then there was no interenet or mags showing the erect penis in my youth. Nevertheless with a bit of encouragement I took this cock in my mouth and sucked it rather unskillfully and 10 minutes later was being fucked for the first time. All in all the whole business was a total anticlimax ( and no I didnt cum ! ). But the guy thought he was making a great job of it .