OK, you're thinking about becoming a cocksucker, even though you self identify as "mostly straight", and you'd like to know what it's like. Well, I'm a cocksucker, indeed, I consider myself a World Class Cocksucker, and sucking another man off is my All Time Favorite sex act. So I'll do what I can to convey what it's like.

First of all, I'll address your "mostly straight" identity. It is far from unusual for a straight man to enjoy sucking a cock. It is much more prevalent than most people realize. I call these men straight cocksuckers and there are a LOT of them. So how many are there? I've known a couple of dozen in my personal life and there are undoubtedly millions worldwide.

You're a man and you know how good it feels to reach an orgasmic climax and ejaculate. It just plain feels good. At any time. But when the hormones are raging and you're so horny you can't see straight getting an orgasmic release becomes all you think about. You just gotta have it.

Now consider how satisfying it would be to give that pleasure to another man. To know that he has trusted you with his prized penis and has placed getting his sexual satisfaction in your hands or more literally in your mouth is enormously fulfilling.

When I'm sucking a guy off I do not want any distractions. I don't touch my own dick while I'm doing it and I'd rather the other guy not touch it either. Or suck it. If he wants to suck me off before or after I suck him, that's fine. But when I'm sucking I want to be able to devote my full attention to my mouth, to the dick that is in it and to the man whose dick it is. I want to be attuned to his response to my oral service so that I can fine tune my performance on the go so that he has a rewarding sexual experience and a satisfying orgasm.

Finally, about ejaculation. Receiving the gift of the man's sperm is the highlight of the entire cocksucking experience. I love sperm. Sperm is the precious nectar of passion. Sperm is life. When a man give me his sperm he is giving me a living part of his body. There are live sperm cells swimming around in the seminal fluid. When I swallow it -- and I always do -- that sperm will go down into my gut, be digested and become muscle tissue in my body. Part of him will become part of me. That feels really good.

So get out there, get down on your knees and suck a man off. You'll be glad you did.

Hmmm, all these folks here giving suggestions to the poster here who claims, "I always wanted to ... ... but the opportunity never arose", seem to have missed his blog of 06 July, 2013, where he describes sucking his first cock!!

Sucking cock is magical and the best thing you will ever put in your mouth. To describe it you have to experience it. The fleshy throbbing shaft and smooth swollen cock head filling your mouth is absolutely heavenly.

What's the best way to find to find one, aside from what I've mentioned

1. Find dick.

2. Wrap mouth around it.

3. Suck while moving up and down.