I'm 20 years old right now and I'm looking for a father-son relationship with an older man who'll share his home and life with me and who likes going on long roadtrips.

When it comes to sex though, I really only like getting sucked. I LOVE getting sucked, and if a guy wanted to suck me all day and all night I definitely wouldn't mind. I love receiving long sensual and intense sessions of oral and I can never get too much of it. I CAN also top too, but I don't enjoy it as much, but if the guy keeps himself clean and gives me a Cialis or Viagra I definitely can. I can't orgasm from topping but if I get use to it I could. I can't ever take it up the ass though and I don't suck cock at all.

I want this to be long term of course. I love men of all ages, I like men in their 40s the most though but I definitely don't mind older though. Any age is fine. I want a guy who'll think of me as his son, except with the sexual aspect and except with him not wanting me to grow up or leave at all (not sure if I worded that right but hope it made sense)

I was thinking someone on SYD might be interested in this, but if not, does anyone know where else I could find this?

and also, I AM NOT requesting a 'sugar daddy' at all... I actually want something real between us, like a father who loves his son. I'm not asking for a guy to take me out on expensive dates or buy me expensive gifts at all. I just want a guy who's really loving and loves to please and has a "need to be needed" or something like that.