...because having a small cock I'm fascinated by bigger dicks than mine (which is most guys). Even average guys look huge to me! Sometimes if they are very big I feel I feel sort of girly and light headed and my cock shrivels down even more to the size of a large clitoris. I then get very excited and I try to masturbate it which isn't easy with just a thumb and one finger. If any guys out there feel they can do that to me please go ahead or if you just want to impress me and leave a comment I'm waiting. Btw I'm 4.5inches erect - beat that big boy!