I've mentioned it before, but here's the whole story such as it is.

It was about fifteen years ago, give or take. I was in my mid-thirties and newly divorced. Just wanting to get laid, I started looking on Craig's List for essentially prostitutes. Women who will let you fuck them for $200. (That's a good subject for another blog, maybe.)

That's when I noticed that there were lots of men out there who wanted to suck other guys' dicks–for free and with no reciprocation.

Here you might wonder how I might even see such ads, as when you dig in to the links on Craig's List, there's a clear point at which you choose M4W (men for women) instead of M4M (men for men). But here's the thing. CL is organized by major cities. If you live in a suburb thirty or forty minutes away by car, you spend an awful lot of time looking at ads posted by people who are way too far away. Unless! Unless you search not for M4W, but the name of your town. That way you only see ads by people who mention that town. But it also means that you see ads from men and women–everyone who's interested in anything. And that's how I came to find out about the dick sucking guys.

Anyway. One day I'm slacking off at work and I see an ad from a guy who wants to give another guy a hand job. He even said he'd provide straight porn to watch while he did it. And he was close by. So we exchanged. a few emails and on my lunch break I drove over to his place.

He was a heavyset dude with long hair. Seemed pretty masculine, which threw me. But I forged ahead, pulled down my pants and sat down on his couch, where he'd indicated that I sit. On his coffee table in front of me was a laptop with straight porn playing on it. He himself sat on the floor near me.

And he lubed up his hand and started. I wasn't hard. Not right away. But the slippery stimulation and the porn did the trick in no time. He was staring intently at my cock and muttering "nice hard cock" over and over. He leaned over to really get a close look and I expected that he was going to suck it. But he didn't. He stroked it and stroked it and eventually I started squirting cum.

Within a minute or two I was in my car driving back to work.

I had a little buyer's remorse. I'm not attracted to men and I started to feel ashamed about what I had done. But, I got over it pretty quickly. It bothered me for a few minutes and within a few days it was forgotten completely. And after those few days, I was starting to get horny as fuck again.

I never saw that guy again. But since that first experience, I branched out and started answering the cock sucker's ads. And I've been answering them ever since.