Verse 1:
Waking in my bed
Voices scream in my head
Feels like I’m dead
When nobody hears what I’ve said
Downing alcohol
To forget it all
But instead
I see red

Chorus:
If only I could stay
If only I could wait
But time is running out
Wish I could say
That I’m okay
If only those words came outta my mouth

Verse 2:
Feeling like a zombie
What’s wrong with me?
Wanted to be free
But now I’m the enemy
Used to be a warrior
What was I even fighting for
Time to face reality
I’m lost in insanity

Mid Chorus:
If only I could stay
If only I could wait
But time is running out
Wish I could say
That I’m okay
If only those words came outta my mouth

Verse 3:
Wish I could change who I am
But I’m only a man
Living without a plan
Surviving the best way I can
Body is shaking
My heart is breaking
If only somebody gave a damn
If only I could know where I stand

End Chorus:
If only I could stay
If only I could wait
But time is running out
Wish I could say
That I’m okay
If only those words came outta my mouth
But sometimes I feel down
Six feet underground
And nobody hears me scream
Wish that I knew how
To drown the voices out
If only, if only it was just a dream