I was a beautiful night out. The sunset was flame red and orange.As it was said in the death scene of Soylent Green. "there is nothing like a Arizona sunset". I went back outside to enjoy the stars. I don't normally smoke pot, but last night I did feel like it. I had a half a dozen hits and was feeling very good. I thought that it would be nice to have some fun with the wife or drink some wine. Since sex has been off the table for a long time, I asked myself should I have some wine or refrain and hope I get lucky. Knowing the odds, I had to laugh out loud and go pour a glass of wine. That is my life right now