I appreciated you both for telling me about your experiences. My story and life is very complicated however I do wish that in the beginning and it took many years of not acting on my impulses and desires to make me realize that I love and worship cock. But it is cock and Satan has nothing to do with it.

I am a cock worshipper, too. I wish I had started much earlier than I did. Did not suck my first cock till I was 24. Been making up for it since then. I remember when I was about 12 we would gather a bunch of us in a circle and watch each other play with our cocks and have jerk-off contests. Who could cum fastest. Who could shoot cum the farthest. Who could shoot cum the highest. No one touched anyone's cock but their own but we couldn't wait to strip down naked and play with our cocks in our circle. One of us should have dared to touch another cock but no one dared cross that line. We would have either destroyed the circle of our brotherhood or maybe all us **** naked, horny boys would have discovered how much pleasure a cock can bring to another boy.