I’m sorry that your having these issues and thoughts. It wasn’t until I met a similar guy to truly understand your feelings. I was spared and hated it as I felt to be the only one around that was intact and often wished I was circumcised to fit in with my family, friends and especially with the women in the USA. I was desperate for some human contact someone that would appreciate and enjoy explore my foreskin the way I like to have it explored the same way I do when I’m alone and playing with it. I thought okay well maybe I will look for another uncut guy to hook up with and play with figured he has a foreskin and perhaps we would have the same needs but I looked extensively and because we are very rare had no luck. In my searches I couldn’t figure why I got lots of interest from circumcised men instead. I had one guy constantly pinging me and he was local. He wore me down enough and I decided to meet him. To my surprise he was eager and willing to explore foreskin play. He changed me and made me understand and become less shy and more open about my foreskin. I thought it was all about me but all the attention was also for him to enjoy something that he never had and once I learned about his pain it then became a we instead of an I. My foreskin was for the both of us to enjoy. We tried foreskin docking and it’s the closest thing to him to enjoying his own foreskin. Pulled over his bare glans I let him get hold of my loose foreskin and let him work it over his cock head and down his shaft. Let his imagination run wild to do whatever he needs to before dumping loads inside my foreskin. He got so good now he would make the both of us cum inside. I’m so happy to donate my foreskin to all those who were not fortunate and are stuck in the same situation you are. I hope you luck in finding such a partner who will be willing to share his foreskin with you to experience and enjoy.