Hello my friends, I shall be away from the site for at least a few days as I had some very sad and devastating news yesterday. One of my best ever friends had not been heard from for a week and was discovered deceased when the police broke in after I and another friend raised the alarm after becoming increasingly concerned. I'm too upset to think of anything else right now and, during this period of mourning, it doesn't seem right to be thinking about sex and porn. But I will be back, life has to go on and he would not want me to be miserable but I need to have a few days to myself to come to terms with this great loss. I hope you are all well and take care, love RM xxxxx