...but not in a good way. I have never just given up and walked out on a sex session, but today I just no longer had the patience for it.

I was peeking around on a social sex site, hoping to find some other horny mature men willing to trade BJs. I almost had one lined up, when a younger twink's message popped up. Sure, I'll bite. Usually they just give up or ghost after too many questions until I run out of time, but I guess this one wanted it bad, couldn't stop saying how much he needed to suck my cock. That gets my attention, but I had to ask if there was a cock for me to suck also.

So he showed my a pix of his, and it looked pretty nice. Uncut and hard, but appeared to be pretty small (it wasn't). So I said I'll be over and he gave me the address. Usually guys are very slow to offer an address so I thougth he was pretty horny.

So I get there and it's not a house, but an industrial park. He wanted me to trade BJs at his work. OK, I can get into that. Kind of hot stripping down in an office.

So he was fairly paranoid about making too much noise. He locked the front door. Good, that's smart. He chose an office with a window to the outside hallway, and insisted the door be kept open. OK, kinda weird.

He immediately went for my crotch, asked me to pull it out. But when I removed my shoes and went to take off my jeans, he wanted me to keep them on. So much for being naked in an office. But that's ok.

He sucked me for a bit, but not even long enough to get me fully hard. He had no patience. He wanted an instant hard on and a quick cum. Kids these days are so impatient. But he wasn't doing anything very well, at least not reaching any level of success getting me excited. He used too much teeth. He told me to get my phone and look at some porn. OK, so I did. Not ideal, but ok. But that wasn't enough, long enough to get me fully hard.

I told him I wanted some cock too. So he presented it, and let me suck it for maybe 12 seconds. Asked me to work on his balls. So I did, but eventually wanted to work my way up to his head. But he kept resisting. I tried to jerk it, but he kept pushing my hand away and jerking himself. Fine, I guess I'll get some later.

Then he wanted me to suck his nip. Not at all a turn on for me, but ok, if that works for him. It's good to be somewhat assertive and ask for what you want, so I'll give him credit for that. But he refused to consider what I wanted. He just expected me to get hard and squirt for him. Well it doesn't work that way! Has he never been with an older guy before?

I tried again to get to his cock. It was pretty hard and I even saw some of that sweet precum appearing in between the tip and his foreskin. God, I would love to taste that! But he resisted, and insisted my other hand should be on his other nipple. So I spent way too much time sucking a nipple. A tiny guy nipple with no real tit behind it.

It got worse. But I have a show to get to tonight and the wife is back. I'll continue this later...

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This is later. He tried sucking me some more, getting me semi-hard, but he kept distracting himself wanting to see what I was looking at on my phone. It was just some random sex photos. He saw a guy/girl pix and asked me am I hetero? I said yes, remembering how I told him already I was married. "To a man or woman?", I said a woman. He seemed disappointed. I explained how I fall for women, love everything about them (but not *all* women), and with guys, I just like cocks and good blowjobs.

Then he tells me to lie on the floor, so I did. I was thinking he was going to get serious with some sucking, maybe 69 and I obliged. I lied down, relaxed and closed my eyes. He worked me for less than a minute, and apparently got bored. It was just barely starting to work for me.

Then he asked me to get up and lay "this way". It was the same place, but at a 90-degree angle. Really? Again I obliged. Whatever.

He then started on me again, but this time positioned for a nice 69, so I started to lick his balls and make my way towards his shaft and tip. I thought we were going to really get into it and end with a couple of shooting loads. But he kept moving, so that I couldn't reach it. Eventually I gave up, and tried to just lick his little, tight balls. But even that was proving too difficult, as he kept moving down.

Before long, all I could reach was somewhere around his butthole, and it didn't smell good. It never does. I don't understand the fascination some have with butts and rimming and all that. To me it's nothing less than disgusting. I don't do anal, or rimming, or anything related to the smelly anus. Unlike a nipple, it's not neutral, but a real turn-off.

There was a few minutes where I kept trying to get to his cock, but he was on top and in control, and kept forcing his smelly ass on my face and pressing some weight down so that was all I could breathe.

Now he was a tiny twink, I probably outweighed him 2:1. I could have thrown him off easily but I'd only reserve that for an extreme situation. It wasn't that. But after maybe a minute I came to realize that I wasn't getting turned on by any of this, nothing he did seemed to consider what I wanted to do, and most importantly there was a tiny, smelly asshole being forced into my face.

So I pushed him off, got up right away and pulled my pants up (remember they weren't completely off), and put on my shirt, grabbed my phone and sunglasses. As I was leaving I was telling him this just isn't working.

I went on to explain to him when you are having sex with anyone else, guy or girl, you need to relate to that person, be responsive to their desires, feelings and needs. He was saying something, maybe asking what to do or defending himself - I don't know. As soon as I said that and my shirt was on, I was turned, walked out, down the hall and out the front door, and never looked back.

I drove off out of view before even buckling up my seatbelt, and headed home. I stopped at a hardware store and looked at my phone to see if there were other messages I missed. There was, from my other almost-ready-to-go cocksucker, a missed opportunity. I figured that twink I was just with would have deleted our conversation.

But no. Instead he messaged "Hey I'm ready to cum in your mouth If you are still interested.", and then "Your body is hot" with a smiley face with a halo on top - Not really even sure what that means. But I don't care.

I don't think that guy understands this at all. Maybe a good woman could teach him a few things, but maybe he'll never get that far. I've seen this before, some guys are totally anus focused. That's fine, but not for me. Some really don't want their penis sucked at all - which I really don't get at all. I have and would top again, but only if protected, and I was feeling fine and excited about doing it because I've learned some guys have a really nice feeling man-pussy. But I really don't like when the guy uses blowjobs to just bait-and-switch me into any anal stuff. And it seems most do. So I avoid meeting any confessed bottoms.

I would love to swallow a good load, but I would need to have some respect for the shooter of that load.

I've never ended or walked out of any session getting physically intimate with anyone, guy or girl. Even once I persisted with a guy that was somewhat drunk, smelly, and didn't shower after a hot day (he said he would but instead went to drink with his neighbor). That was gross! I drove back home that day thinking "What's that smell?" before realizing it was that dude's BO!

But this was different. I was getting nothing from that guy, and didn't expect I would. So I left.