So idk why but admitting this sort of embarrassing. But I keep a folder of old depraved, corny, and rude emails. Comments too. Telling me how they're gonna do stuff to my ass and keep me in their house naked and on their cock for the rest of my life. Stuff like that. (I should post those actually now that I think about it) Whenever I'm bored and don't feel like going out to meet. I use these screenshots and messages to jerk off. These people awakened something in me or something where now I love horny comments telling me how they're gonna use me and stuff. The fact that I keep these things (for some reason) makes me feel desperate or depraved or even sad. Idk that's the feeling I get. I'm still gonna shoot my seed to them though hehe.