I just need to find someone like me. Married, clean, completely in love with their wife, but loves playing with cock. I miss the feeling of a nice warm dick in my hand. That salty precum taste when blowing a guy. I never could swallow though, couldn't stomach it sadly. Maybe one day I can find that secret friend who will come over and just cum 2 or 3 times with me while our wives go shopping. They would never have to know, God I can't wait for that day.