One of my deepest secrets is that I love wearing sexy women’s silk/lace/sheer panties. I have quite a few pairs and they make me get so fkn hard when I indulge. The way the materials of the panties feels on my skin & cock does someone to me and the only way I could describe it is I feel slightly feminine even though I’m utterly naked but for the underwear. I would feel completely ashamed if anyone knew I very regularly have female underwear on under my clothes, I love how my hard cock looks spilling out of my skimpy panties & I’ll need to masturbate to try contain the almost constant raging hard-on. I have roughly 19-20 pair & each day I must wash them because I will have leaked pre-cum & cum all in my panties, visible semen stains in them. I’m already massively turned on just by wearing them in public & how they feel rubbing my growing hard-on but the added pressure I put on myself blatantly risking having my women’s underwear fetish exposed by work colleagues or close mates drives my urges of being openly outed. I’ve self sabotage myself sometimes by forgetting to zip my pants exposing lace trimmed sexy satin underwear or accidentally wear shorts that are just too small & I expose my kinky fetish every time I sit/bend/reach. I’d fkn die from embarrassment if I were outed but at the same time I want my dirty kink exposed but maybe by someone who is aroused by my exhibitionist behaviour. But it is definitely the sexual perversion combined with giddy thrill I get wearing women’s sexy panties that keeps me consciously indulging my kinky fetish. Makes me feel alive.