Lately I have been jerking off a lot. Almost every day. My dick seems to be hard a lot more than normal, I have a lot of toys. I like vibrating ones the most. I have one of the gun shaped back massagers with a u shaped end that feels good going up and down the shaft. Times I push the setting up to max and hold it around the head and it makes me shoot. I do have an open ended one that I slide into behind my computer desk. No one knows but it feels good. I still crave being with someone but this keeps the tension at a minimum sometimes I have to stick something in the far end and ride it. All good but not the real thing