I've dabbled in a little bit of man on man's sex before I was married in a little bit after. But then life kicked in, and it wasn't an option anymore. All I seem to look at these days is gay porn. I haven't really done very much. Back in the day I got my cock, sucked a couple of times, and I jerked a guy off, but I really enjoyed it. Guys are the best at sucking dick. Now comes the problem.
As much as I deram about this and really think I'm ready to do it, actually making a date with a living man to swap cocks scares the living hell out of me. So
Long as it is a fantasy, it's safe, but it isn't real, and God, I want it to be real. If I really do this, it is real. Can I deal with the idea that I actually cheated on my wife? My wife will be out of town next month, and I guess my question is a moral one. Do I break down and take the plunge? Or do I just continue to fantasize and live my safe life? And jerk off at home all week-long.