A trip down memory lane has turned out to be the right thing for me. When I was younger, life was more interesting and I tried a lot of things. One of them was experimenting with substances. A lot of things didn't work out well, and by the time I reached my early fifties, it made sense to just stop. I've been clean for over twenty years and choosing life without drugs has been the right thing for me. However, there's one part of my former life as a user that I've missed. As much as using most drugs was bad, and brought out the negative things in me, I always found that using LSD-25 was good.....It was more beneficial in dealing with my depression than any medication I'd ever tried, and it was great for sex. For about four years, I was using small amounts of LSD-25 on a regular basis (what they call "Micro-dosing") and two things happened....My emotional health was better than it had been in years without taking prescription anti-depressants, and my sex life was great. The story didn't end well though....There was a point where I began having trouble getting more acid....I tried to deal with it responsibly - I went to my doctor, described what I was doing and how well it was working, and asked if she could help me get a supply to use for medical reasons. She told me "I'm very non-judgmental, and I don't have any objections if you've found something that works for you, but I can't help you". I made some really serious errors in judgement at that point, the biggest being trying to use a different drug as a replacement for the LSD-25, hoping it would have the same benefits. It was disastrous.....I developed a serious drug habit that basically turned my life into a trainwreck, but didn't do anything positive for me. About thirty years passed, and I eventually got my life back together through drug recovery, but there's always been a part of me that regrets having to give up micro-dosing.

Fast forward to a week ago, and I found some information online that intrigued me.....Although drugs aren't legal, there's now a tendency to decriminalize - to disregard small quantities for personal use. And, I was finding companies online that were openly selling what, in reality. were illicit drugs. I had no interest in most substances - That part of my life is over and I have no interest in opening that back up again. But, I saw sales of LSD-25 were again happening, and I struggled for days before I made a decision....I wanted to try again what had worked so well for me. I bought a small quantity...10 pieces of blotter acid...and two days later, it arrived by courier. I just finished two days of using and this has been a truly positive experience. I went through hours of introspection, sorting out problems in my life, reaching a stage where I'm probably happier and less troubled than I've been in decades, and I have a much better perspective on things.

The bigger news is how this has effected me physically. Everything I was reading online seemed to be in agreement.....If a person has any sort of sexual issues, there's a tendency for LSD-25 to have a beneficial effect. And that's what I want to share here.....I'm an older man, with all of the infirmities and indignities that life saddles us with as we age. I've been spared impotence, but have found that sex isn't as intense and vivid as it was as a young man, and the typical problems men have as they get older with enlarged prostate (difficulty urinating, frequent urinating, incomplete voids, etc) are all part of daily life. I woke up this morning for the first time in a while with a raging hard-on.....I haven't had morning wood every day for years, and when it happens, it's a shadow of what I used to get. I hadn't peed all night, but as soon as I used the bathroom, I went back to bed and jerked off....twice....with orgasms that were memorable. This is a lot like I remember life used to be. The information online suggested that when people did acid, they'd sometimes find that things got better for as much as six months. When I dropped acid yesterday afternoon, I was horny in about 45 minutes, and I masturbated not non-stop, but consistently for most of the next 24 hours. My orgasms were intense (I had about half a dozen over the course of the day) and I anticipate this being like things were years ago - I'll want to do it again regularly and it'll continue to be gratifying. This has been a real shot in the arm for my sex life.

I'm not likely to tell anybody that drugs are a good thing, or that it's a great way to live. Using most drugs was a really bad thing for me and I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. But, medicine has started investigating what used to be recreational drugs and is discovering that some substances have real benefits to offer in treating depression, anxiety, PTSD, and other illnesses. I'm glad I opened my mind to the idea that LSD-25 could help me deal with my head issues, and it's been a great thing for my sex life.